you leave… screen goes black…
i wait… in the silence you left…
every “…” is a knife
every closed window — i die again
every read, no reply — i die again
I learned loneliness from you
I learned loneliness from you
I learned loneliness from you
and it fucking stays
from your silence — from your goodbyes
i’m still here — screaming your name
gap between messages — my fucking grave
quiet after “see you later” — my chains
last seen at 3:42 — my new religion
typing… disappears — my execution
loneliness — you taught me well
loneliness — this is my hell
loneliness — still fucking hurts
loneliness — i’m still fucking here
i’m the echo you left behind
i’m the space you declined
i’m the notification that never came
i’m the cursor that keeps blinking
i’m still here — still here — still here
and you’re fucking nothing
i wait…
i wait…
still…
fucking…
wait…
still… here…
still… here…
still… here…
i’m still fucking here